Shells

I know I love you
I just can´t feel it now,
perhaps I´m forgetting you,
if that is so I´m happy,
if that is so I´m sad.

There´s a battle from deep inside
up to the surface,
the necesity of a change,
the desire for a steady state.

And the collateral damaged of you in my everyday,
like loosing pieces of my skin
even when the wind softly blows
and I leave my bed full of the shells of my being when I sleep alone.

I know I love you
but I can't yet feel it.

Kindness

It is not about me anymore,
it's about everyone else now,
maybe despite myself.

It is time to move on,
but to move on with kindness and love
knowing I've done my best,
and knowing also,
that there's things out my control
and my desires
and my own strength.

I've loved and lost
and I'm so gratefull for that.
And I'm sure of this now:
people need to live and need to learn,
need to laugh and need to cry,
need to love and to be hurt,
only that way they can reflect themselves into the world.

It is not about me anymore,
it's about everyone else now,
and it's about love,
so go and love.