Shells

I know I love you
I just can´t feel it now,
perhaps I´m forgetting you,
if that is so I´m happy,
if that is so I´m sad.

There´s a battle from deep inside
up to the surface,
the necesity of a change,
the desire for a steady state.

And the collateral damaged of you in my everyday,
like loosing pieces of my skin
even when the wind softly blows
and I leave my bed full of the shells of my being when I sleep alone.

I know I love you
but I can't yet feel it.